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As I saw you in your last moments I felt like it was my last moments You slowly drifted away Gone, forever I didn't know how I could live How I could cope and survive   I've lost a family member today I lost my best friend All I have are memories Those times where you would comfort me Snuggle beside me as I pet you Those are gone now All I wish is peace with you I don't know where you gone to It's terrifying and traumatic The thought of never seeing you again Thinking about all the damage you endured Not knowing Not knowing if you were scared too As you took your last breath As your heart beated it's final beat I crumbled inside I let m

That look in his eyes They gave me a suprise that I can feel again I will no longer have to keep learning how to stitch my heart back up   The wounds are healing and sewn shut   This is our brand new start to living I hold his hand close to my heart Hear it beat like a drum It's the rhythm of love and it's beautiful like a dove He holds me high above like no other I'm going nowhere, but if I left, i'd make sure he follows         The passion in my heart is as strong as an artist with a canvas and paint He shows me beautiful colors in emotions We're two lovers growing from eachother  trying to make it together My heart unfrozen from his emb

I'm caught in a cross fire of wanting to live and wanting to die I don't know why so I lie and say I'm fine People make me feel crazy Belittling my thoughts and emotions Making me feel unheard, I must be absurd My mind rattles and shakes Trying to make sense of who I am and what I want                                         The nights haunt and keeps my memories playing like a movie   They taunt and say you'll never be freed How devine it would be to feel happy   How devine it would be to be heard   Will I be okay for once?   I grab hold of what I got left Turn it into distortion and a mess The door's right there, so why don't I go walk aw